A Spark in the Darkness

Reflections on the Fireworks Galaxy and overcoming shame

A Spark in the Darkness: Reflections on the Fireworks Galaxy

I have spent many evening sessions capturing the Fireworks Galaxy, and as I think back and pause on its brilliance, after, of course, I soak in the idea that such a galaxy is visible with a simple telescope and camera.

I have those moments; seeing other galaxies like this can feel like a quiet encouragement. This galaxy’s textbook name is known as NGC 6946, which isn’t nearly as cool as “Fireworks Galaxy,” but this galaxy resides millions of light-years away, and yet its light finds its way to us, cutting through the vastness of space. It’s a beautiful reminder that even when we feel distant or unseen, we still have the power to reach out and make an impact. Remember this idea when you feel you are not doing enough.

The Fireworks Galaxy gets its name from the explosive bursts of light that punctuate its spiral arms—supernovae that erupt with incredible energy. These moments are fleeting, yet their effects linger, leaving behind remnants that help shape the galaxy’s future. It’s hard for me not to see the parallel in my own life. We all have those moments that seem to shatter us—times when life feels overwhelming and the aftermath seems insurmountable. I know this feeling, have lived it, and every day work to remember I am not defined by my mistakes. But just like the galaxy, those moments don’t define us; they become a part of the bigger picture we’re still creating.

For me, there were seasons when I thought my own light had faded—moments filled with shame, exhaustion, and self-doubt. It felt as though I was standing in a vast emptiness, with no spark left to shine. But the truth is, even in those times, the potential for light was and is still there. The Fireworks Galaxy reminds me of this—a glowing beacon surrounded by darkness yet refusing to be consumed by it.

Psalm 18:28 has become my anchor in such moments: “You, Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light.” It’s a promise that light can return, even when it feels out of reach. Recovery isn’t always a burst; sometimes, it’s a gentle flicker that grows stronger with time.

The galaxy also reminds me of how my struggles can connect me to others. Matthew 5:16 encourages us to let our light shine—not just for ourselves, but to inspire and uplift those around us. Even on the days we feel small or insignificant, our actions, our resilience, can become the spark that ignites someone else’s hope. It’s humbling to think that the kindness we show, the courage we muster in difficult moments, might ripple outward, touching lives in ways we’ll never fully know.

Like fireworks bursting in the night sky, those fleeting sparks can become something extraordinary when shared with others. Each burst, no matter how small, contributes to a display that’s breathtaking in its unity. Our lives are like that too—individual moments of bravery, kindness, and love weaving together to create something far greater than ourselves.

So, as you look at the image I took of the Fireworks Galaxy, or simply are feeling lost in the stars when out at night, be reminded of this: you are not defined by your lowest points. Your light matters, and so do the moments when you choose to share it. Even in the face of struggle, you have the power, when trusting in God’s plan and process, to overcome, to recover, and to shine again—not just for yourself, but for the world around you. So hold on to that!